Thursday, March 26, 2009

A fork.


You know when you find yourself at that place? You know, the one place, decision, that could undoubtedly have such an impact on your life that either you won't recover from it... or it could cement an incredible path for the rest of your life to take? Yeah? Well I am there...
I am one of those persons that considers every implication of words that I speak and actions that I take. I don't make decisions lightly. I want my words to count for something, I try to live my life in a way that is passionate, to the fullest. Not necessarily the path of least resistance because without challenge there can be no growth... but I definitely try to take a journey that will not only enhance my own life, but the little lives that that are so interconnected to my being. Their hands are tucked deeply into mine, their eyes seek out guidance and truth, their hearts learn to love based on actions that I take. It is for them that I find myself struggling with a decision. I find myself standing at that place. And I see the fork in the road... but I can't see beyond it, and that is the hardest part.
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4 comments:

Julie Howard said...

Heidi - your post almost mirrors a post I made on my own blog just last month. http://retrojulie.blogspot.com/2009/02/life-love-and-meaning-of.html
I have a suspicion we're both dealing with the same issues. Hugs to you.

Alyssa said...

Hugs, Heidi. My heart goes out to you in this process. I know it is incredibly tough for you. I am praying for God's blessings and wisdom for you.

pamala said...

Best wishes with your decision. Wishing you a peaceful solution to what is worrying you.

GMS said...

you know i'm here whenever you need an ear, a shoulder to lean on or just someone to share half your lunch with. ;) i love you, girl.